Wednesday, September 24, 2014

烦不烦啊

从21岁的开始
就是注定要成长
不管发生什么事情就是学会坚强
可是我真的觉得我比起那些小姐派
坚强多了
我独立面对很多的困难
即使没有安慰没有帮忙
我依然很坚强
虽然不是每件都那么都能够
可是我就一直在尽力
哈哈
我才发现所谓的诉苦可能会被别人当成笑话
因为此事我才发现
男生的想法很简单
只要左耳进右耳出就好了
他们总是想我们女生就这样就会闹成这样
好小事哦
所以每次跟他们诉苦的
他们不安慰你
可是却是最好的听众
其实这样很好
庆幸有你们在

生活的琐琐碎碎每次都我最大的挑战
我很讨厌别人说闲话
我的事干你屁事啊
其实你可以顾好你们的嘴巴吗?
你只是懂我的名字不懂我的故事
不要以为你很懂我
好像很喜欢看戏似一样
那么喜欢看戏
要我请你去电影院看吗?
我在加请你喝汽水加popcorn了
不要每次管一大堆
猜测一大堆
结果统统都猜错
你烦不烦啊?




Sunday, August 24, 2014

final is coming

Guess what can i do when in cold weather?
feel want to update my blog
tis is a emo nite bcs i cannot do the things that i planned
i means study the chapter and subject i already planned
sometimes we plan a lot of things but everytime also have some accident 
then cannot follow the plan 
and that's why i like to said want do then straight to do
no need plan, easy 
travel also like tis and feel perfect
since dunno when i start to nervous and worried my final
now is count down 11days then my final also start
can somebody tell me i can finish 6subject included english in tis 11 days?
why i always no mood to study? 
sometimes, think is okay but at last all no okay and very regret no prepare early
keep tis attitude then lastly will failed.
but not easy to make change or tis only a excuse
however, the stress also coming
so i cannot think nvm for my study and future 
tis time must be brave and change the attitude for the learning sessions 
lastly, anyone can tell me the way release stress and the way can study more efficiency and effective?

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

world cup

how long i didn't come here
is super busy in year 2 degree life
6 main subject make me almost die
there have 6 assignment and 5 mid term
and the most regret thing is i take the muet exam
i just want to say waste my hundred more ringgit
it must fail bcs i really no prepare before the exam
busy life and add the fifa world cup
what i choose?
i choose both study and watching world cup
the most love is netherlands
this is because when me form 5 in secondary school
that i already like netherlands
until now i never change my heart
that u all don't know how robben melt heart so much
but at the last he still cannot get the champion
i still remember last thursday netherlands vs argentina
in the penalties netherlands lose 2 ball
and argentina get the chance to win for champion or 2nd prize(at last they not the champion)
tis really make me no mood and feel depressed
cry for robben because netherlands never get the champion in world cup
this is the chance but they also missed the chance
when saw the robben son luka cry my heart also feel broken
after this, just feel want to support another favorite country
that is germany
feel want to support ozil,thomas muller,lahm, poldokis, klose and etc...
i feel the germany have a team so the world cup champion really deserve u all
At last, netherlands get the third prize but robben is really deserve to get man of match
i proud of u and i will excited to waiting the nxt euro cup and another competition that u be there :)

Friday, February 28, 2014

忙碌的生活


这学期过的是否顺利
我只能说这学期太大的改变
令我不习惯
敏意的停学让我觉得
好像失去一个很好很好的朋友
如果可以的话
我还真希望他还跟我们一起在utar读书
虽然他在新加坡工作
但是他总是让我想念
想念他在日子
这两年跟他实在太好了
所以他真的我唯一最好的朋友
虽然有时候会在we chat聊天
但是他的工作也做得太夜了
昨晚聊了更让不舍的东西
他说以前每次一起去这里那里
现在他都一个人
他叫我去毕业新加坡
我也想去
但是现在我决定不了以后的东西
还有可以的话
今年会出新加坡一趟

除了敏意的停学
因为这学期的开学就到新年
我假期了差不多有两个星期
回到学校变懒去
由于贺岁片很多
而且每部的好像很好看
所以今年新年内我看了5部电影
啊丙,六福喜事,robotcop,金鸡sss和一路有你
一路有你 推荐去看
是一个说的我们很真实的故事
感动
我还记得那天我看了金鸡sss过后
回到家
然后收到一个很不好的消息
当时候我整个人的心就觉得不舒服
其实我很想打电话去慰问去安慰
可是那个时候我的朋友是需要安慰
他需要的是一切没事
可是天意弄人
为什么这世界上会有那么自私的人啊
事情的背后我真的不懂
但是有必要这么做吗?
你间接伤害了人家一家人
难道你不懂失去家人的痛苦吗?
过后去了我朋友哪里
其实我知道他很伤心
只是他默默的不要表露出来
想给安慰
却不知道如何说起
希望他赶快好起来
我希望以后见他的时候
他还是从前爱搞笑的他 

上个星期六早上有一个mid-term
前一晚其实没有读很多
因为去这里哪里
星期六下午答应了跟我的coursemate去怡保
还有帮peh yin庆祝生日
到了aeon 喝starbucks
然后我们走走过后
就直接去吃韩国餐了
很好吃
我好想每次去都点泡菜火锅

说回之前这学期我懒得要命
朋友一直说这个event那个event
叫我去interview叫我去做
可是我懒毛病出来了
本来说好要去的
结果我又放飞机了
*默默希望我不会变飞机王*
我不做是因为我不太喜欢被meeting绑着我的时间
除了meeting
event前的忙得喘不过气来的生活
我不是没试过
所以想到做event要经历这些种种的原因
所以我放弃
一年做一次就好
哈哈
有时候不做event
我可以做为一个participant去参加
这学期去了新春晚会
过了新年的新春晚会
在去年我还是一个helper
今年我都不敢去做任何一个位置了
怕了
但是很多都是旧的committee
连我housemate都是committee
还有我的朋友当天有performance
所以就去当一个participant
今年的地点换去heritage hall了
有冷气的地点总是凉快多了
当天很迟才到
结果坐后面
他们都是扯铃队的
我又不知道我笑啥么
哈哈





过后一整个礼拜忙的我透不过气
看戏
mid-term
听talk
去我朋友的hometown 
meeting





忙里偷闲
我真的第一次去听半天的talk
早上起来没有力气啊
累死
结果我发现听talk不需要那么serious
结果我们七个就自拍起来
还有talk non-step
终于熬那半天
回到家
小睡三十分钟
又要到我的朋友的hometown
傍晚回到来
睡觉
结果睡到一半
打雷
劈坏了我们家的上网modem
两天不能上网的日子还真难受

其实我真的很感谢那些bitch
让我知道你们是有多胃
摆脱以后不要出现在我面前






Wednesday, February 19, 2014

钢琴哭


其實我無慮掛被愛戀便滿足一向幸福
唯獨我盲目愛沒有考慮太多不夠成熟
直至忍不到來問你 你亦沒說起 未能言就是騙局
前路有毒 如若要留住愛便要屈服
人沒法停頓我在客廳獨奏起一闕夜曲
沉默那迴盪裡愈奏竟愈有種高漲難平復
用我指尖來談論你 愛恨亦說起 虔誠如內心禱告
誰又去讀 無受眾才令我盡訴這曲 
我並未能哭 只得鋼琴哭 哭這沒法走出的困局
無奈氣氛喚出處境的沉重 不肯鬆手但從沒退縮
我要是能哭 應該對誰哭 將鬱怨的心掉進峽谷
我愛得愈堅忍這對手愈凍 心裡問題未揭盅 唯有自控
其實我曾幻覺共你短聚已經沾到了幸福
唯獨我無論再任性當奪愛者感覺仍殘酷
用我指尖來狂罵你 責備自己 既然平日講不到
琴鍵冷酷 仍像有情物去為愛戀慶祝
我並未能哭 只得鋼琴哭 哭這沒法走出的困局
無奈氣氛喚出處境的沉重 不肯鬆手但從沒退縮
我要是能哭 應該對誰哭 將鬱怨的心掉進峽谷
我愛得愈堅忍這對手愈凍 心裡問題未揭盅 唯有自控
我並未能哭 逼使鋼琴哭 哭這沒法躲開的戰局
濃烈氣氛喚出最深的沉痛 幾經掙扎為何未結束
我要是能哭 應該對誰哭 將癡怨的心掉進峽谷
你愛得熱可惜我的心很凍 真怕在長夜撲空 離開便英勇





Tuesday, January 28, 2014

friends to be important in life

This post without any photo because i too lazy update
just simply post
all the things about last week 
Just a busy week
Start from last monday
i have two friends will back kampar for gathering
They are hung wei and choon sun
Actually that is satisfied week
Last monday hungwei afternoon reach kampar 
then i go brunch with him
actually i feel appreciate 
because when we eating a lot of people also want date him
after brunch i fetch him to find my another friend 
after that i return campus 
monday class until 6pm 
finish the class then go back prepare
bcs will dinner with choon sun together
almost 7pm he reach kampar 
then he bring a lot of friends 
then dinner together at 'kam jing'
he have bring souvenir from taiwan
*thanks a lot*
after dinner he go euro house with his friends
but i don't follow 
bcs nxt day we also got go ipoh
1st day gathering finish
in the 2nd i follow my timetable go campus
actually that day happen some unhappy things
*feel angry*
after class go block k find my friend
actually that time meet a lot of friends 
but too angry then just simply hi
finish at the things i go back hostel
ming yi already at hostel
chat the thing happen in campus 
feel appreciate because she comfort me 
when that time, i really angry still forgot eat 
she accompany go eat 
after eat then go sports complex find hungwei and hongseng
on that time, mingjo them also play badminton
then i join the game without sports shoes and tie my hair
*feel hot*
finish the game and yumcha 
yumcha until so late
then go back shower and go ipoh 
Actually want to movie 
but no enough time 
then we decide go kinta riverfront there
that is my 1st time ride the 3 people bicycle
*feel scared*
3rd day that i feel sad
mingyi going leave on that day 
actually she already stop study 
after brunch then she back hometown
feel weird without her
4th day dinner together with foundation friends
both of us dinner at 71 cafe
too many people so we almost wait 1 hour more
after dinner then go 2393 chat until late
5th day goes to check in grand kampar hotel
that my friend booking one day
but i cannot swim 
*feel sad*
go a lots of place on that day 
they play badminton on that night 
but i dun have join
6th day no date with hung wei
date with my degree friends
go dinner, go movie and go new bistro yumcha
7th day hungwei going leave
brunch with him and send him to train station

Actually i really don't like that the feeling when he leave
one year meet one time
too less
and he just stay a week in kampar
he give me a lots of memories

My best sister Mingyi also going leave malaysia
she really my best friend start from foundation
that all my secret and all the things
she will the 1st know all of this
thank for accompany in this two year
although in this two year sometimes will happen unhappy things
but all already pass
i don't even realize our last trip is go kl
but appreciate that day we back from kl 
then you share a lot of things for me 
you stop study too suddenly 
but the decision make by you
so i respect 
hopefully you have a great life and new life in Singapore
and never change the relationship between both of us